Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Pills

I have taken 20 mg adderall for I dunno how long now, but I thought I was so addicted that it was going to HURT if I decided not to take it one day.

Now I have gone two days without taking it, and it's fine. It just felt like I needed a break. I think my higher dose of Zoloft helps, but I just feel different. I really think who you are is contingent on so many factors all the time, every time. I guess your identity, personality, and how others perceive you, is based on an accumulation of interactions with you and you are an amalgamation of things. Others will have expectations based on their prevailing memories, and that will define you. How much does another person's perception of you influence how you behave and who you become?

I am just a body.